I have been a bit of a drag the past few days. I cannot say for sure, but I think a lot of my bad attitude is from the thought of turning 30 this year. I have always had this fear of aging and turning 30 is a BIG deal for me. I have been reflecting on my life the past week and I started to feel sad and lonely for a few reasons. I just moved cities (not far) and left my friends behind. For the past two years, all of my friends have lived within a few blocks from each other and now I live across the bay. I cannot pick up the phone and say, “what are you doing; I’m coming over.” This is only a little reason of why I have been feeling sad. I think this change is good because its one-step closer to my big goal.
I am not sure where my 30’s will take, but I know I cannot stop time or age so I might as well embrace it. I was chatting with my friend this morning and he said something that stuck with me and I thought I would share it here.
Age is BS! Find your own definition of health and build a life you are stoke on. Love and let you be loved. Forget about all the expectations and crap.
What I do know is that I love taking photos and working with Photoshop. I know that I want to leave California for a while and start a new adventure somewhere else. So this is where I am going to start and see where I go :) I should also start working on my life list.
What fear(s) do you have?